Hatred.

"Hatred does not cease by hatred, but only by love; this is the eternal rule." -- Shakyamuni Buddha


I know this quote is true, and I try. I really, really try. I try to identify my hatred and isolate it, and then eliminate it.


But I can't help how I feel, and what I feel is that I need to get some sort of retribution. I HATE her, and I HATE my husband for falling into her trap, and I HATE myself for being so gullible and blind, going along living my life and thinking he truly loved me.

I wish it was all over with, I wish I could stop thinking about it, I wish I had a new life.

I wish I could move on.